This Is How I Made a Virtue Out of Necessity: I Learned to Swallow My Own Sperm
My name is Carsten, I’m now 56 and I live in Lower Saxony with my lovely wife Kathleen. I would like to tell you in my story how I became a sperm swallower, how my wife picked up my biggest secret and how I became a cuckold.
In a way, I would describe myself as a masturbation early bloomer and a relationship late bloomer. My parents had not enlightened me. One day (when I was about 12 or 13) I was totally shocked by the white stuff coming out and panicked, thinking that something was wrong with me…
I didn’t find the smell and consistency so hot at the time that I felt the desire to lick the sperm off my fingers.
I Learned and Loved to Masturbate
I lived in the village in a small farmhouse. I only had a very small room with sloping ceilings and a skylight.
A huge problem was that the house had countless, annoyingly creaky wooden floorboards. It was virtually impossible to sneak silently down the stairs to the first floor after masturbation to wash my sperm off my hands and penis!
In the afternoon, the risk of my older sister catching me was too great and in the evening or at night, I didn’t want to cross my parents’ path with my sperm!
I liked to fantasize and my libido was running at full speed my entire puberty.
Problem Number 1: What to Do With the Sperm After Masturbating?
However, sperm disposal was and remained highly problematic until after my 19th birthday! Year after year… And masturbation after masturbation the problem: where to put the sperm?
The paper tissues in the garbage can in my small room exuded the smell of semen. As some of the ejaculations were very intense, sperm splashes landed on my sweater, shirt, panties and trousers despite the handkerchief. After cumming, my underpants smelled of sperm — shit!
Especially in the evening and at night when lying on my back, I immediately got tired after ejaculating and was afraid of soiling my bed linen with sperm. Especially when I squirted all over my stomach.
My mother had very likely noticed something several times when doing the laundry and entering my room. Fortunately, she never mentioned it to me.
I was constantly looking for a convenient and discreet way to dispose of semen without attracting attention and creating semen odor. I thought about a variety of ideas (socks, wipes, jars, towels, deodorant spray, etc.), but kept coming back to the idea of swallowing my own sperm.
The thoughts turned into a firm desire! Several times I seriously considered ejaculating into my hand and simply licking it clean. But easier said than done! Each time I had the problem that I immediately lost interest in swallowing my semen after every orgasm.
Disposing of Semen — Necessity Is the Mother of Invention! How I Learned to Swallow My Sperm…
Strategy A: Ejaculate Onto a Plate of Food
I still remember the day (3 days after my 19th birthday) when I indulged myself again. I had been horny as hell for several hours and my eyes fell on a plate of Nutella bread. I stood in front of the desk and squirted very powerful, breathtaking and long jizz all over the plate, bread and tabletop.
As I squirted on the bread, I noticed how exciting it looked when the penis was finally allowed to ejaculate “freely” without holding anything out.
I also really liked the contrast between the chocolatey Nutella and the snow-white semen. The dry dough immediately soaked up the cum squirted next to it and the cum looked quite aesthetically pleasing. With some initial resistance, I could / had to eat the bread. I couldn’t bring it back to the kitchen SO inseminated!
I tried this strategy several times with great success. It took a few weeks, but the resistance to my own sperm was noticeably reduced. I tried inseminating different foods(cum food). Some experiments were good and others not so tasty. I particularly enjoyed inseminating cookies.
In the end, one day I was even able to lick the plate clean without any resistance and with slight pleasure. I still love squirting semen into food today!
Strategy B: Squirting Sperm Into a Glass
Another idea was to steal a small shot glass from the living room cupboard. 🙂
I used this countless times over many years to ejaculate into it in a controlled and targeted manner. This strategy was also very effective.
Although I couldn’t ejaculate quite as “freely” as on a plate, my clothes, briefs and stomach finally stayed completely clean. I hid the filled glass and when the air was “clean”, I could easily wash it out in the bathroom.
The small jar was great for collecting and transporting sperm. This tip is really worth its weight in gold for many men! In my opinion, this small, inconspicuous jar of sperm had a massive impact on my sperm fetish.
When I told my friend Kathleen about it many years later, she was keen to have a look. She was immediately hooked! She liked the idea so much that we still occasionally use shot glasses today.
However, we no longer wash the cream away these days. We use small cups, containers and bowls to collect creampie and sperm to use the hot cum for horny sperm games. You can put them in the freezer and squirt them in several times.
Strategy C: Ejaculate Into My Mouth Myself (Autofellatio, Self Sucking)
When I had overcome my resistance to sperm, I thought — what would it be like if I didn’t have to collect my sperm at all? So I came up with the idea of ejaculating it directly into my mouth.
I put my legs over my head, slid my ass against the wall, braced myself against the sloping roof above my bed, jerked off my penis and ejaculated directly into my mouth.
The first time, I was completely overwhelmed by the large amount of ejaculate, the temperature and consistency and ran down to the sink to empty my mouth and rinse it out. But after three or four times, I got the hang of it: Don’t think about it, swallow it straight away.
When I was wanking again, I decided to ALWAYS swallow the “evidence” from then on.
For many years, the autofellatio was my favorite solution for sperm recycling! Semen extraction and swallowing was quick and practical! Clothes and bedding stayed clean. The sperm could squirt “freely” from the penis. I no longer had to hold anything in front of the penis glans in a panic and no longer had to wipe anything up. I no longer had to go down to the bathroom at night. And I could finally cum spontaneously when I was horny and finally needed to discharge.
The “Pact” With Myself: Never Waste Sperm Again!
The male brain floods the body with dopamine during orgasm. The more ejaculation I swallowed, the more I associated the taste of semen with pleasure. Even at an early age, my brain associated “orgasmic mouthful of semen” with pleasure.
I almost unconsciously created a positive feedback loop that automatically increased my masturbation frequency. I increasingly looked forward not only to the “wanking in advance” and the orgasm, but also to my own sperm in my mouth.
Since the age of 20, swallowing semen had become so habitual that I wasted semen less and less often. Eating my ejaculate during orgasm became more and more normal.
In the end, I made a pact with myself: never to dispose of sperm in a tissue again! But I was only able to put this pact into practice with my then girlfriend and now wife Kathleen. But more on that later.
My Wife Reacted Unexpectedly Positively to My Sperm Fetish
I didn’t meet my wife until I was 22. As I said: I was a late bloomer. Before that, I didn’t have a girlfriend and lived in my sister’s room with my parents for so long. After many years of wanking, drinking sperm, cum food and sperm games, it was an extreme change for me to fuck a woman.
I desired my girlfriend at the time so much that I almost always ejaculated into her uncontrollably at first.
However, I didn’t dare confess my sperm fetish to her for several months and was disappointed to see how my cum ended up in paper tissues. Kathleen unfortunately had two negative experiences with her ex-boyfriends and always meticulously wiped it away.
So one day, without warning, I licked our hot creampie out of her and made her orally orgasm violently. This opened the door for me to dare to clean the creampie more and more often, or to inseminate her body and lick the sperm blobs clean.
My wife became downright infatuated with my dirty cleaning games and masturbated violently as she watched me lick her body clean.
She liked to wank my penis in the ass-in-the-air position to squirt my own cum into my mouth and face.
The messes increased month after month… So much so that we were literally fighting over the drops of sperm, cum blobs and threads of semen and kissing passionately with our love juices.
What About Cum Swallowing Today?
I hit the jackpot with Kathleen. I don’t have to suppress my cum fetish, but can live it out openly with her as a true cum swallower. Even after more than 30 years of marriage, we still have a wonderful and incredibly varied sex life.
After Kathleen also had her sperm coming out one day, both of us are now completely uninhibited and love it very wet, very playful, very hard and very dirty. We have set up a sex room in our son’s former nursery — in the style of Shades of Grey. 🙂
We both have equally pronounced cuckold, gangbang and wifesharing fantasies, but we only live them out as a couple with our many sex toys and porn. We don’t yet know whether we will one day dare to enjoy sex with other men and whether I will swallow other people’s sperm. But we would be tempted…
Kathleen and I now both have a very pronounced sperm fetish. We like cumfood, cum kisses, cum games and collect my cum in the freezer to reenact gangbangs. We even bake and cook with cum. We also use fake sperm (artificial semen) to get slightly larger quantities.
Kathleen likes huge penises of young men (young bulls / young stallions) who can ejaculate powerfully. We have numerous XXL dildos, a fist dildo, a fucking machine and all kinds of inflatable and sucking utensils that we use with thawed semen as a lubricant.
My job is to thoroughly clean the hot love juices, pussy juice, squirt and fresh sperm as well as the soaked sex toys. Sometimes I get a vigorous prostate massage, sometimes I have to wear a penis cage and sometimes I get a forced desemination (I get milked to the last drop) or a strap-on in the ass. Typical cuckold…
My Tips for You to Learn to Swallow Your Own Sperm: Autofellatio, Honey, Pineapple, Orgasm Control and More
Finally, I would like to give you some tips and suggestions from Kathleen and myself:
- I don’t know how many men have tried their own sperm, but I bet it’s a lot more than you think.
However, I assume that unfortunately only a few of these men do it regularly. Most guys fail due to the problem that the urge for their own sperm suddenly subsides after orgasm. This time window needs to be tricked! You should get your cock over your mouth by leaning against a wall. Try to shoot your cum load directly into your mouth.
- Your sperm will taste much, much better if you eat fresh pineapple, drink pineapple juice and generally drink lots of water for three days before the autofellatio.
- Before you spit out semen, you can put a jar of honey next to you. After oral insemination, quickly put a spoonful of honey in your mouth. This works one hundred percent.
- Before you give up, you should set yourself the goal of trying at least 10 times! Practice swallowing sperm several times, over and over again. Your resistance will get weaker each time.
- Work on ruining orgasms and orgasm control. The precum nectar you produce will taste much better than a full load of semen.
- If you are an advanced cum swallower, be sure to try cum food (cum-laced cakes and cookies, pizza, burgers, ice cream, pudding).
- A very good experience is a vibrator in the ass! If you stimulate the prostate, the orgasm and the amount of ejaculation will increase many times over. 🙂
- Lick the creampie clean after sex with your wife.
- Always have a glass, plate, funnel, spoon or bowl to hand in case you need to collect sperm.
- If you like sperm games, you should freeze and collect sperm in the freezer.
- Your personal goal one day should be to lick every one of your wife’s creampies clean.
Further Sources on the Topic of Cum Swallowing:
- Licking your own cum…
- Licking your own cum from a cum-soaked pussy
- Cum Kink Guide: Guide To Cum Play
- 10 Kinky Play Ideas Every Cum Whore Will Love!
- Reddit: Cum on food challenge
- Reddit: Creampie CleanUp
- Reddit: Cumshot gifs
- Reddit: Before after — Cumsluts
- Reddit: Cum Swallowing
- Reddit: After the shot (sperm)
- Cum Kink Guide: Guide To Cum Play
- Where do you ejaculate into when you masturbate?
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