This Is How I Made a Virtue Out of Necessity: I Learned to Swallow My Own Sperm
My name is Carsten, Iโm now 56 and I live in Lowยญer Saxยญony with my loveยญly wife Kathยญleen. I would like to tell you in my stoยญry how I became a sperm swalยญlowยญer, how my wife picked up my biggest secret and how I became a cuckold.
In a way, I would describe myself as a masยญturยญbaยญtion earยญly bloomer and a relaยญtionยญship late bloomer. My parยญents had not enlightยญened me. One day (when I was about 12 or 13) I was totalยญly shocked by the white stuff comยญing out and panยญicked, thinkยญing that someยญthing was wrong with meโฆ
I didยญnโt find the smell and conยญsisยญtenยญcy so hot at the time that I felt the desire to lick the sperm off my fingers.
I Learned and Loved to Masturbate
I lived in the vilยญlage in a small farmยญhouse. I only had a very small room with slopยญing ceilยญings and a skylight.
A huge probยญlem was that the house had countยญless, annoyยญingยญly creaky woodยญen floorยญboards. It was virยญtuยญalยญly imposยญsiยญble to sneak silentยญly down the stairs to the first floor after masยญturยญbaยญtion to wash my sperm off my hands and penis!
In the afterยญnoon, the risk of my oldยญer sisยญter catchยญing me was too great and in the evening or at night, I didยญnโt want to cross my parยญentsโ path with my sperm!
I liked to fanยญtaยญsize and my libido was runยญning at full speed my entire puberty.
Problem Number 1: What to Do With the Sperm After Masturbating?
Howยญevยญer, sperm disยญposยญal was and remained highยญly probยญlemยญatยญic until after my 19th birthยญday! Year after yearโฆ And masยญturยญbaยญtion after masยญturยญbaยญtion the probยญlem: where to put the sperm?
The paper tisยญsues in the garbage can in my small room exudยญed the smell of semen. As some of the ejacยญuยญlaยญtions were very intense, sperm splashยญes landยญed on my sweater, shirt, panties and trousers despite the handยญkerยญchief. After cumยญming, my underยญpants smelled of sperm โ shit!
Espeยญcialยญly in the evening and at night when lying on my back, I immeยญdiยญateยญly got tired after ejacยญuยญlatยญing and was afraid of soilยญing my bed linen with sperm. Espeยญcialยญly when I squirtยญed all over my stomach.
My mothยญer had very likeยญly noticed someยญthing sevยญerยญal times when doing the launยญdry and enterยญing my room. Forยญtuยญnateยญly, she nevยญer menยญtioned it to me.
I was conยญstantยญly lookยญing for a conยญveยญnient and disยญcreet way to disยญpose of semen withยญout attractยญing attenยญtion and creยญatยญing semen odor. I thought about a variยญety of ideas (socks, wipes, jars, towยญels, deodorยญant spray, etc.), but kept comยญing back to the idea of swalยญlowยญing my own sperm.
The thoughts turned into a firm desire! Sevยญerยญal times I seriยญousยญly conยญsidยญered ejacยญuยญlatยญing into my hand and simยญply lickยญing it clean. But easยญiยญer said than done! Each time I had the probยญlem that I immeยญdiยญateยญly lost interยญest in swalยญlowยญing my semen after every orgasm.
Disposing of Semen โ Necessity Is the Mother of Invention! How I Learned to Swallow My Spermโฆ
Strategy A: Ejaculate Onto a Plate of Food
I still rememยญber the day (3 days after my 19th birthยญday) when I indulged myself again. I had been horny as hell for sevยญerยญal hours and my eyes fell on a plate of Nutelยญla bread. I stood in front of the desk and squirtยญed very powยญerยญful, breathยญtakยญing and long jizz all over the plate, bread and tabletop.
As I squirtยญed on the bread, I noticed how excitยญing it looked when the penis was finalยญly allowed to ejacยญuยญlate โfreelyโ withยญout holdยญing anyยญthing out.
I also realยญly liked the conยญtrast between the chocoยญlatey Nutelยญla and the snow-white semen. The dry dough immeยญdiยญateยญly soaked up the cum squirtยญed next to it and the cum looked quite aesยญthetยญiยญcalยญly pleasยญing. With some iniยญtial resisยญtance, I could / had to eat the bread. I couldยญnโt bring it back to the kitchen SO inseminated!
I tried this stratยญeยญgy sevยญerยญal times with great sucยญcess. It took a few weeks, but the resisยญtance to my own sperm was noticeยญably reduced. I tried insemยญiยญnatยญing difยญferยญent foods(cum food). Some experยญiยญments were good and othยญers not so tasty. I parยญticยญuยญlarยญly enjoyed insemยญiยญnatยญing cookยญies.
In the end, one day I was even able to lick the plate clean withยญout any resisยญtance and with slight pleaยญsure. I still love squirtยญing semen into food today!
Strategy B: Squirting Sperm Into a Glass
Anothยญer idea was to steal a small shot glass from the livยญing room cupboard. ๐
I used this countยญless times over many years to ejacยญuยญlate into it in a conยญtrolled and tarยญgetยญed manยญner. This stratยญeยญgy was also very effective.
Although I couldยญnโt ejacยญuยญlate quite as โfreelyโ as on a plate, my clothes, briefs and stomยญach finalยญly stayed comยญpleteยญly clean. I hid the filled glass and when the air was โcleanโ, I could easยญiยญly wash it out in the bathroom.
The small jar was great for colยญlectยญing and transยญportยญing sperm. This tip is realยญly worth its weight in gold for many men! In my opinยญion, this small, inconยญspicยญuยญous jar of sperm had a masยญsive impact on my sperm fetish.
When I told my friend Kathยญleen about it many years latยญer, she was keen to have a look. She was immeยญdiยญateยญly hooked! She liked the idea so much that we still occaยญsionยญalยญly use shot glassยญes today.
Howยญevยญer, we no longer wash the cream away these days. We use small cups, conยญtainยญers and bowls to colยญlect creampie and sperm to use the hot cum for horny sperm games. You can put them in the freezยญer and squirt them in sevยญerยญal times.
Strategy C: Ejaculate Into My Mouth Myself (Autofellatio, Self Sucking)
When I had overยญcome my resisยญtance to sperm, I thought โ what would it be like if I didยญnโt have to colยญlect my sperm at all? So I came up with the idea of ejacยญuยญlatยญing it directยญly into my mouth.
I put my legs over my head, slid my ass against the wall, braced myself against the slopยญing roof above my bed, jerked off my penis and ejacยญuยญlatยญed directยญly into my mouth.
The first time, I was comยญpleteยญly overยญwhelmed by the large amount of ejacยญuยญlate, the temยญperยญaยญture and conยญsisยญtenยญcy and ran down to the sink to empยญty my mouth and rinse it out. But after three or four times, I got the hang of it: Donโt think about it, swalยญlow it straight away.
When I was wankยญing again, I decidยญed to ALWAYS swalยญlow the โeviยญdenceโ from then on.
For many years, the autยญofelยญlaยญtio was my favorite soluยญtion for sperm recyยญcling! Semen extracยญtion and swalยญlowยญing was quick and pracยญtiยญcal! Clothes and bedยญding stayed clean. The sperm could squirt โfreelyโ from the penis. I no longer had to hold anyยญthing in front of the penis glans in a panยญic and no longer had to wipe anyยญthing up. I no longer had to go down to the bathยญroom at night. And I could finalยญly cum sponยญtaยญneousยญly when I was horny and finalยญly needยญed to discharge.
The โPactโ With Myself: Never Waste Sperm Again!
The male brain floods the body with dopamine durยญing orgasm. The more ejacยญuยญlaยญtion I swalยญlowed, the more I assoยญciยญatยญed the taste of semen with pleaยญsure. Even at an earยญly age, my brain assoยญciยญatยญed โorgasยญmic mouthยญful of semenโ with pleasure.
I almost unconยญsciousยญly creยญatยญed a posยญiยญtive feedยญback loop that autoยญmatยญiยญcalยญly increased my masยญturยญbaยญtion freยญquenยญcy. I increasยญingยญly looked forยญward not only to the โwankยญing in advanceโ and the orgasm, but also to my own sperm in my mouth.
Since the age of 20, swalยญlowยญing semen had become so habitยญuยญal that I wastยญed semen less and less often. Eatยญing my ejacยญuยญlate durยญing orgasm became more and more normal.
In the end, I made a pact with myself: nevยญer to disยญpose of sperm in a tisยญsue again! But I was only able to put this pact into pracยญtice with my then girlยญfriend and now wife Kathยญleen. But more on that later.
My Wife Reacted Unexpectedly Positively to My Sperm Fetish
I didยญnโt meet my wife until I was 22. As I said: I was a late bloomer. Before that, I didยญnโt have a girlยญfriend and lived in my sisยญterโs room with my parยญents for so long. After many years of wankยญing, drinkยญing sperm, cum food and sperm games, it was an extreme change for me to fuck a woman.
I desired my girlยญfriend at the time so much that I almost always ejacยญuยญlatยญed into her unconยญtrolยญlably at first.
Howยญevยญer, I didยญnโt dare conยญfess my sperm fetish to her for sevยญerยญal months and was disยญapยญpointยญed to see how my cum endยญed up in paper tisยญsues. Kathยญleen unforยญtuยญnateยญly had two negยญaยญtive expeยญriยญences with her ex-boyfriends and always meticยญuยญlousยญly wiped it away.
So one day, withยญout warnยญing, I licked our hot creampie out of her and made her oralยญly orgasm vioยญlentยญly. This opened the door for me to dare to clean the creampie more and more often, or to insemยญiยญnate her body and lick the sperm blobs clean.
My wife became downยญright infatยญuยญatยญed with my dirty cleanยญing games and masยญturยญbatยญed vioยญlentยญly as she watched me lick her body clean.
She liked to wank my penis in the ass-in-the-air posiยญtion to squirt my own cum into my mouth and face.
The messยญes increased month after monthโฆ So much so that we were litยญerยญalยญly fightยญing over the drops of sperm, cum blobs and threads of semen and kissยญing pasยญsionยญateยญly with our love juices.
What About Cum Swallowing Today?
I hit the jackยญpot with Kathยญleen. I donโt have to supยญpress my cum fetish, but can live it out openยญly with her as a true cum swalยญlowยญer. Even after more than 30 years of marยญriage, we still have a wonยญderยญful and incredยญiยญbly varยญied sex life.
After Kathยญleen also had her sperm comยญing out one day, both of us are now comยญpleteยญly uninยญhibยญitยญed and love it very wet, very playยญful, very hard and very dirty. We have set up a sex room in our sonโs forยญmer nursยญery โ in the style of Shades of Grey. ๐
We both have equalยญly proยญnounced cuckยญold, gangยญbang and wifeยญsharยญing fanยญtasies, but we only live them out as a couยญple with our many sex toys and porn. We donโt yet know whether we will one day dare to enjoy sex with othยญer men and whether I will swalยญlow othยญer peoยญpleโs sperm. But we would be temptedโฆ
Kathยญleen and I now both have a very proยญnounced sperm fetish. We like cumยญfood, cum kissยญes, cum games and colยญlect my cum in the freezยญer to reenยญact gangยญbangs. We even bake and cook with cum. We also use fake sperm (artiยญfiยญcial semen) to get slightยญly largยญer quantities.
Kathยญleen likes huge penisยญes of young men (young bulls / young stalยญlions) who can ejacยญuยญlate powยญerยญfulยญly. We have numerยญous XXL dilยญdos, a fist dilยญdo, a fuckยญing machine and all kinds of inflatยญable and suckยญing utenยญsils that we use with thawed semen as a lubricant.
My job is to thorยญoughยญly clean the hot love juices, pussy juice, squirt and fresh sperm as well as the soaked sex toys. Someยญtimes I get a vigยญorยญous prostate masยญsage, someยญtimes I have to wear a penis cage and someยญtimes I get a forced desemยญiยญnaยญtion (I get milked to the last drop) or a strap-on in the ass. Typยญiยญcal cuckoldโฆ
My Tips for You to Learn to Swallow Your Own Sperm: Autofellatio, Honey, Pineapple, Orgasm Control and More
Finalยญly, I would like to give you some tips and sugยญgesยญtions from Kathยญleen and myself:
- I donโt know how many men have tried their own sperm, but I bet itโs a lot more than you think.
Howยญevยญer, I assume that unforยญtuยญnateยญly only a few of these men do it regยญuยญlarยญly. Most guys fail due to the probยญlem that the urge for their own sperm sudยญdenยญly subยญsides after orgasm. This time winยญdow needs to be tricked! You should get your cock over your mouth by leanยญing against a wall. Try to shoot your cum load directยญly into your mouth. - Your sperm will taste much, much betยญter if you eat fresh pineapยญple, drink pineapยญple juice and genยญerยญalยญly drink lots of water for three days before the autofellatio.
- Before you spit out semen, you can put a jar of honยญey next to you. After oral insemยญiยญnaยญtion, quickยญly put a spoonยญful of honยญey in your mouth. This works one hunยญdred percent.
- Before you give up, you should set yourยญself the goal of tryยญing at least 10 times! Pracยญtice swalยญlowยญing sperm sevยญerยญal times, over and over again. Your resisยญtance will get weakยญer each time.
- Work on ruinยญing orgasms and orgasm conยญtrol. The preยญcum necยญtar you proยญduce will taste much betยญter than a full load of semen.
- If you are an advanced cum swalยญlowยญer, be sure to try cum food (cum-laced cakes and cookยญies, pizยญza, burgยญers, ice cream, pudding).
- A very good expeยญriยญence is a vibraยญtor in the ass! If you stimยญuยญlate the prostate, the orgasm and the amount of ejacยญuยญlaยญtion will increase many times over. ๐
- Lick the creampie clean after sex with your wife.
- Always have a glass, plate, funยญnel, spoon or bowl to hand in case you need to colยญlect sperm.
- If you like sperm games, you should freeze and colยญlect sperm in the freezยญer.
- Your perยญsonยญal goal one day should be to lick every one of your wifeโs creampยญies clean.
Further Sources on the Topic of Cum Swallowing:
- Lickยญing your own cumโฆ
- Lickยญing your own cum from a cum-soaked pussy
- Cum Kink Guide: Guide To Cum Play
- 10 Kinky Play Ideas Every Cum Whore Will Love!
- Redยญdit: Cum on food challenge
- Redยญdit: Creampie CleanUp
- Redยญdit: Cumshot gifs
- Redยญdit: Before after โ Cumsluts
- Redยญdit: Cum Swallowing
- Redยญdit: After the shot (sperm)
- Cum Kink Guide: Guide To Cum Play
- Where do you ejacยญuยญlate into when you masturbate?