Swallow Own Sperm — This Is How I Did It
Hello dear readers,
my name is Timo, I am 49 and I would like to publish here my diary, how I learned to swallow my own sperm in nine months… or better said, how I really learned to love my sperm.
Felix had asked me to write down my career. Hopefully, my text will help someone. 😁
Please forgive me that this sex story has become a bit too long. It has just been a process of several months. Please leave a comment if you want to tell me something or you have any questions.
I live with my wife Katja (47) in Berlin, Germany. We have been married for 25 years and have been through many ups and downs. Our two children challenged us a lot in their infancy and puberty. Katja and I at one point only had sex once or twice a month. It sometimes felt like a chore. I have to admit, though, that I often didn’t try too hard to satisfy Katja.
My sperm had always been a no-go for us. It was carelessly wiped away or showered away. This occasionally made me a little concerned. Through Katja’s body language, I sometimes felt a bit rejected. Sperm games, sperm swallowing or a facial insemination was not even close to think! 🙄
When I had the opportunity, I liked to masturbate in our office room secretly for years while watching porn. My favorite genres were amateur porn with plenty of cum, MILFs, bukkake and gangbang movies with massive creampies.
Over the years, my sexual proclivities creepily evolved towards cuckolding, wifesharing and BBC porn. It germinated strongly increasingly more and more the desire to let my wife foreign fuck by several men and even foreign insemination with a lot of sperm. It was clear to me that this is utopian — For group sex or sex with strangers, Katja was definitely much too conservative! But, well, thoughts are free…
January 2021: I Discovered Edging
I noticed one day that I enjoyed the pent-up horniness when I didn’t cum for several days. I found that each ejaculatory orgasm was always accompanied by several days of listlessness.
So, I finally got into edging, which is also called orgasm ruining or orgasm control. I wanted to jerk off and still stay horny. But the topic of swallowing sperm was still a long way off. My semen landed as always in the paper handkerchief and then in the toilet!
In January 2021, our second son also left our parents’ house. It was somehow very unusual. Katja and I had time for us again. And yet, our sex life didn’t really get going.
The sex felt somehow forced. To loosen it up a bit and to always guarantee Katja an orgasm, I bought her a vibrator. My well-intentioned gift was only moderately well received. At first, I had the feeling that Katja felt pressured. However, she slowly loosened up and now climaxed every time after sex. I took it as a good sign and stayed on the ball.
For Valentine’s Day, I gave her a second vibrator, a massager and a dildo. Katja relaxed noticeably, and we had fun experimenting with the sex toys.
April 2021: Orgasm Control Became My Passion
The first Corona lockdown followed in April. I was put on short time. I was able to jerk off and watch porn extensively every day for several weeks. Katja only came home from work in the late afternoon. It was a dream come true. 🙂
During this time, I got very involved with penis edging. During my longer masturbation sessions, I learned more and more to gain control over my orgasm. After a few weeks, I even managed to ruin my orgasm three times in the beginning and finally, even five times and the cock stayed hard, and I stayed horny! That was mega! 💦
Meanwhile, I no more ejaculated into paper tissues at all. Instead, I only jizzed on my black sperm plate, in a glass or cup. I found it much, much hornier to watch my penis while cuming! 😃 Completely without any problems, I licked off my sweet pre-cum of my fingers and from the penis glans while edging.
My deal with myself: Never again paper tissues!
Gradually, I lost over the weeks more and more the shyness of my sperm. I informed myself on the Internet very intensively on the topics of “swallowing own sperm, “autofellatio”, “licking clean an inseminated wife”, “cuckolding”, and “creampie / cum pussy clean-up”.
Especially the first pent-up splash, which shot violently out of my cock during the “first time ruining” as if by a tense spring, was always an experience. I bought a black placemat and put it on my desk. For the first shot, I often stood in front of the placemat and could sometimes squirt for sure 20 to 40 cm.
I asked myself why I had not come up with the idea to masturbate so horny before!
May 2021: The Desire to Swallow My Sperm Began
I felt it as meanwhile extremely horny to milk my penis empty without orgasm until really no sperm drop was left in me to enjoy at the end an incomparably violent mega orgasm almost without sperm. It was incomparably horny!
The existing permanent horniness, the many searches and countless porn made sure that I felt more and more often the desire to swallow some sperm. I took it upon myself to be able to ejaculate into my mouth one day.
However, to take the entire sperm load into my mouth, I always unfortunately did not manage, despite all my enthusiasm for my penis cream. After a full cum orgasm, my desire was like fizzled out. It really annoyed me a lot!
I found one day the horny guides of cuckold.info and tried to implement the crazy ideas. The tip with a black plastic spoon was worth its weight in gold! I could now pick up every last drop of cum from the glans and transport small and larger amounts immediately into my mouth. A smaller sperm bowl was also a good tip, then the penis can always leak nicely while watching porn without me sowing my chair full.
Very, very horny I found the insemination of cakes, cookies and pizza. Also the tips with sperm ice cubes freeze, I found super horny. I found horny porn on the Internet on this subject and I took it upon myself to just try it.
I Masturbated with Men Sex Toys
I was made very horny by the hours of penis play. But since hand operation became too monotonous for me, I came up with the idea of buying sex toys:
- Fleshlight Quickshot Vantage
- Fleshlight ICE
- Fleshlight with the pussy of Kendra Sunderland
- a penis pump
- Nipple sucker
- Wooden clothespins for the nipples
- various penis rings
- NEXUS prostate stimulator
- Candle wax for the nipples
- Ruler for the nipples
- Nipple clamps with weights
The investment was really, really worth it. The quality of masturbation increased significantly. The prostate stimulator massively increased my pleasure feeling when edging and really pressed out every drop of precum and let my drops of desire just spill out. I had a lot of cum to practice swallowing sperm. Mega!
The other side of the coin was that I no longer fucked my wife Katja in the meantime, because I was completely satisfied in the evening. I had to be careful that Katja does not discover my sore penis and my sore nipples.
June 2021: I Learned to Love “Food Inseminate”
I remember this one warm June day very clearly: I stood mega ratty in front of the bakery counter and chose two pieces of cake to inseminate with five orgasmic ruins and some sperm ice cream.… A chocolate muffin and a cherry crumble cake.
Arriving home, my cock was already half stiff with anticipation as I undressed. As usual, I put a towel on my chair, my cum place mat on the table and my cum plate, cum bowl and cum spoon on top. I started my favorite porn with a horny gangbang mass insemination of sperm studio. The black-haired porn actress looked very much like my wife. The thought and the desire that my Katja is fucked so hard by a large horde of men and inseminated mega-rare with sperm, brings me meanwhile around the mind… 😇
After I put the muffin and the cake on the plate, I jerked my penis in my popular start-stop method for about 15 minutes and watched my fantasy Katja fucking on the monitor. Then I got up and splashed I in the middle of the orgasm ruin three very powerful splashes of sperm full over the cakes. Mega!!!!! 💦
The sight was already very horny and I had strangely no problem at all to eat the sperm cake. I was very excited and equally strong about swallowing sperm.
My First Cum Muffin
I grabbed a sperm ice cube from the freezer and a knife. I cut the muffin horizontally, worked a small hollow out of the cake batter and melted the ice cube on top.
After a few minutes, the muffin soaked up all the freezer sperm. Totally turned on by the porn and muffin, I made my way over the sperm pastry. Again, I had no trouble swallowing my cum
It was a combination of pride, satisfaction and horniness to have eaten all the sperm. 😁
2. July 2021: Katja Caught Me Jerking Off
After all, it was kind of to be expected that my excessive masturbating would come out one day!!! It had been going well for far too long!
Katja came home early from work that day. Since I wear headphones while watching porn, I didn’t hear her come in.
I had spread out all my jerk-off equipment and already 2x horny ruined my orgasm on OREO cookies. I was sitting naked in front of my computer, wearing clamps on my nipples and just masturbating with my Fleshlight masturbator.
Suddenly “bammm” opened the door. Katja was speechless to see me like this. Her eyes wandered to the fully weighted cookie, the completely cum-smeared plate, the spoon, the masturbators and nipple toys. The room smelled of my cum and pheromones. 😳
She only angrily brought out an “I don’t believe it!!!” and slammed the door again. Several very frosty and tense days followed. Katja treated me as if I had been caught in the act of cheating. I had to listen to all kinds of hurtful, derogatory comments. That was really not nice!
I had completely lost the desire to jerk off and swallow sperm. I promised Katja never to do it again. It was very embarrassing to me somehow.…
Mid July 2021: My Cuckold Coming Out
A good two or three weeks passed and my embarrassing mishap had already faded into the background.
During a stroll, Katja approached me, whether we can make “such fancy” sexual shenanigans not rather together. When I was all embarrassed again, Katja confessed to me that she had also often secretly masturbated and that she missed my closeness and our good sex from the past time of many years. 😍
She wanted to know what it was about the plate and the cookies. I confessed everything to her my edging games, the porn watching, my cum games, the experiments with food insemination (cum food) … And also my fervent desire to finally learn to love my own sperm.
Somehow the conversation came to the topic of “sexual fantasies”. I gathered all my courage and told her that I had very kinky wifesharing and cuckolding fantasies and would gladly allow her to have sex with strange men with big penises. To my surprise, she smiled and a little later admitted that she has often had stranger fuck fantasies since she was a teenager. However, she did not want to hurt me and preferred to keep these thoughts to herself.
It was a really good conversation overall! As a conclusion, we noted that we no longer want to have secrets and tell us everything openly in the future. 👍
Horny reconciliation sex in the evening with multiple ensaminations
In the evening, there was then really horny sex.
I showed Katja while fucking how I could ruin my orgasm three times. I pulled my penis out of her horny pussy and unseamed my fuck cock without orgasm on her breasts, her belly, and her venus mound.
After each careful deseeding, I could continue fucking Katja very hard. She was thrilled and moaned loudly with pleasure.
Finally, she wiped her index finger through the puddles of cum on her skin and cheekily asked, “Didn’t you forget something?” She put her index finger in my mouth and I licked her breasts, pussy clean afterwards.
On her warm skin, the sperm clean lick and swallow prepared me surprisingly no difficulties at all. Katja grinned with pleasure. 🤗
Then I fucked Katja again as hard as I could and cummed into her horny, wet pussy. Breathlessly I licked her clean in conclusion.… until she’s ecstatically twitching experienced a very intensive orgasm.
End of July / August 2021: Katja Trains with Me the Sperm Swallow
I could not believe it at all! We fucked more and more often and it felt again more and more relaxed and horny. Finally, it leveled our Fickerei on every 1–2 days! Madness.
Meanwhile, Katja demanded the sperm clean lick downright. I had no chance! Even if I had no desire for my sperm, Katja grabbed my head and pressed me to the inseminated regions. When I squirted in the pussy, she squatted over my face and I had to lick the complete creampie clean, while Katja masturbated herself to orgasm. 💦👅
Katja loved my orgasm ruining and blossomed sexually full! After sex we fucked the inseminated pussy with the dildo and licked it both clean. The vibrators came into play every night. I found it crazy horny to see Katja come to orgasm so often.
September 2021: Our First Sperm Porn Evening Together
Katja always had massive prejudices regarding porn in the past. I had long since buried the desire to watch porn together.
She herself suggested to me during sex one day, if we don’t just want to make a porn evening with sex toys and my sperm messes. She wanted to see my favorite porn.
I did not trust the peace and suspected that she would do it just for my sake. Nevertheless, I picked out for about three hours horny porn from Sperma-Studio, CuckoldSessions and GangbangCreampie. 🖥
I hit exactly her nerve. She masturbated especially during gangbang and cuckold scenes violently. We fucked horny with and ruined four times my orgasm before I was also finally allowed to climax. Katja came three times this evening. Madness. 💥
End of September 2021: Experiments with Cum Food (Sperm on the Food)
Katja had not forgotten the action with the cookies. One evening there was a pack of OREO cookies on the nightstand. We fucked again horny and shortly before my coming she quickly put a cookie on her pubic mound. At the very last second I pulled my cock out of her horny pussy and ruined my orgasm with three powerful sperm splashes over the cookie. 💦🍪
What followed I couldn’t believe.… I thought the cum cookie was just for me. But … zack… she bit off herself and shoved the other half in my mouth. WOW. I thought I was going crazy! With a pleasurable “Hmmm horny” she ate her half.
We talked more and more often the subject of sperm in the food. Katja horny the topic beastly to teach me to swallow the sperm! I boldly suggested that I would like to test my sperm on various foods. She replied that she was not quite ready yet, but that I should do it and she watch.…
I jerked off and ruined on pizza, cakes, chocolate pudding and cookies, casseroles, sauces and in cocktails over the next few weeks. We both found it horny. Katja developed a massive sperm enthusiasm herself. She jerked the cock herself and ruined my orgasms several times or made me cum completely to orgasm!
October 2021: My Last Step: Self Insemination in the Mouth
One thing I did not manage so far: to shoot the complete load of sperm into my mouth. I asked Katja to actively support me in this heart’s desire
Since we both found the porn from CumClinic and SelfCum horny, Katja came up with the idea of practicing the “ass in the air position” together. She made the thought increasingly extremely horny to milk my own penis into my mouth and let me swallow everything.
One day the evening was there: Katja knelt on the bed. She let me do a half roll backwards at the head end against the wall. Piece by piece we managed to get the tip of my glans into my mouth. Katja jerked my cock to orgasm! The first two squirts she let me splash across my face, the others all directly into my mouth. 🙈
I was surprised that together with my wife it was my problems at all to swallow my own sperm. She licked my face clean and bent over my mouth for a cum kiss. We enjoyed our first, intimate cum kiss. It was insane for both of us!
Further Evolution until Today (December 2022):
Thankfully, our sexual development continued. 😁
Katja dared in the following months to fantasize more and more about her sexual fantasies with strange men. When masturbating or when I licked her horny, she revealed to me purring her perverted thoughts and desires.
Almost daily, we fantasized together about foreign insemination and talk about stranger fucking in swingers clubs, at sex parties, during group sex and gangbang. On her own initiative, Katja suggested watching porn movies together more often
We both had lost all shyness about sperm. Fucking, licking clean and swallowing sperm became normal for us. As well as ruining multiple orgasms, playing with sex toys and watching porn. We sometimes playfully tussle over horny inseminated food. Sometimes, Katja jerks my sperm directly into my mouth herself. Madness!!!
I wish myself in the meantime, even one day Katja to lick clean after sex with strange men.
Conclusion: Every Man Can Learn to Swallow His Own Sperm!
Although my secret experiments have been exposed, I was able to fulfill my desire to learn to swallow my own sperm together with my wife now.
At the same time, the slumbering hotwife characteristics in my wife have crystallized, as we finally opened each other completely sexually after many years of marriage. From now on, Katja was interested in cuckolding and wifesharing by herself.
In any case, in his first stage, a man has to realize that he wants to learn and practice cum swallowing. It’s perfectly fine if it doesn’t quite work out in the beginning.
In the second step, every prospective cuckold or wifesharer should openly confide in his partner. If the love life and the relationship are stable, the woman will try to fulfill this wish for her sweetheart. Practice and train the sperm games, edging together. Watch porn together and use various sex toys. This will increase your sexual horizons.
After a few months, self-insemination and licking creampies, as well as other body and facial inseminations, will be part of the standard repertoire, and your sex life will become noticeably more colorful. Completely automatically, the woman also loses the rejection against cum if she assists her husband so often.
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